It’s been a long time since anyone did.
I feel like I read too much into some of the things you say though.
And I don’t like to admit it because it’s wrong, but I wish sometimes that you could care for me completely.
And I could look after you too.
Hmmmmm
What the fuck kind of guy drags you away from all your friends only to tell you to fuck off later and leaves you having to walk home cause the taxi drivers don’t know where the fuck SK global house is. Fuck.
It’s good to see you’re alive.
Tiniest part of me wants to talk to you.
But I wont.
Cause you’re a dick.
But that’s cool.
Still have a tiny love for you.
In a, once upon a time we were awesome and even though you’re not the same person anymore I still care about the tiny part of the person I knew which MUST be left inside you buried underneath copious amounts of drugs and your desire to appear as a ‘cool’ person.
Yup.
Hadn’t even thought about it since I arrived. But it’s silly cause we don’t even like each other like that. Aish
A part of me really wants to get some time to myself. Here in Seoul, in SK Global house it’s impossible.
And it is NOT that I don’t love the people around me. My room mate is the best. But there’s something unnerving for an introvert when you can’t even sleep in solitude. So I’ve taken to refusing invitations on occasion to get a few hours to myself. I know this is bad but it’s easier than trying to go out to get some me time because someone will always want to go too.
And it really isn’t any relation to the people. I honestly just need me time once in a while.
I think living alone for a year made my introversion tooooooo strong. I need to get used to constant people again. At least in flats at home you have your own room to escape into.
But at the same time I’m glad I share a room because it meant I met the cutest Japanese girl in the world.
But yeah. It’s a little full on here.
I came to Korea with the expectation of not being particularly popular and just having cultural experiences but so far most of my memorable experiences are of the sexual nature. There are beautiful Korean men everywhere here. Like it’s almost too much. And they SOMEHOW find me attractive. The boy from last night keep telling me I was sexy hahahahahaha I think he just loved that I had double D’s he was like fucking amazed by them. Although everyone seems to like to point out I have breasts here… even my exchange student friends. I can’t help that they’re fabulous :P
But anyway, it’s Sunday now and I’m just having a chill day today. My achilles tendons are killing me and I really think resting them today is the best idea. Need to get some breakfast and shit.
But lets be honest. Korean guys are the easy ones
